"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"
I watched the proverbial sunriseComing up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heartIn the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there.
That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line.
Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there.
Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment thatI wish that I could take back.
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can't let that happen again'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]
Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been'cause who I've been only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
Me today...........
3 comments:
In regards to your last post; do you think God ever feels that way with us? I'm talking about the way you wrote you felt about God? Does he ever want to give up having faith in us?
Look at things from the oppostie perspective. God so wants to be involved in our lives, but so many people reject Him. So many people just give up, is that what you're doing? Are you really throwing in the towel on this? Is our brother James just using "smoke and mirrors" when he talks about God giving us the crown of life if we endure?
Yeah yeah I know I'm wrong, rub it in. I got right with God yesterday. I would like to forget I ever said what i said..
thanks,
ben
Yeah yeah I know I'm wrong, rub it in. I got right with God yesterday. I would like to forget I ever said what i said..
thanks,
ben
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